I wanted to write this a few days ago but now I can. I'm so sorry steven I couldn't visit you on sunday. You know why.....I know you can see me from heaven. Making sure I don't fuck up in life. dammit it's been 9 fucking months since you left us and everyday I miss your face more and more. Your always going to be my best friend......wait scratch that.....my bro through life. I know I'm going to see you again someday but life is hard without you with us. No worries steven I'll be fine and guess what I'm keeping a look out on everyone else too. yes I keep a lookout on them because I care about them and you would be doing the same thing as well. I will visit you soon my friend but just know that I love you and I miss you so much.......enjoy yourself up there....all your worries are no more.....peace.....