| I am working on building this website, so come back again often! If you have come to a realisation and feel alone with no-one to talk to about this feel free to e.mail me. (link at bottom) You are not alone. This website is about Native Spirituality and how the 'Calling' to it has become very strong for Natives, and especially many Non Native people. Here, you will find many aspects of Spirituality, from Native ways, Wicca, to Shamanism.... all Spirituality is the same. People who are Spiritual never argue or have Wars about their ways... Religion on the other hand has been the rout cause of War thro-out time. There are many websites on the Internet offering Shaman Workshops were you can 'Learn' how to be a Shaman... at a Price! One/ You can NOT 'Learn' to be a Shaman. Two/ Spirituality is NOT for sale! Everything on this site is offered Free... no cost... as it should be. |
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| I have been with Spirituality since I began to get curious about the Church's religion in my teens, (I am almost 50 now.) like most of us I was brought up on Church religion. I found it didn't add up to how the Bible, how God and Jesus told the message to me. So I began to look into other religions in a search for what was in my heart and found Spirituality is my truth. Native American Spirituality called to me stronger than any other. But maybe that was because I am half Lakota even though I have had no teaching from Lakota people and have lived in England where it is impossible to find another Native to talk to. I also didn't find out about my being Native till ten years ago. After that, the puzzling battle of everything going on inside me made perfect sence. I am also a Healer and very connected to the Spiritual world and have had a deep connection with animals since I was a child. Everything I knew matched far more to Spirituality than any human's religion, and the more I looked into other nation's Spirituality the more it became clear... they are all one and the same. My soul found peace. I had an Awakening back in 1997 though a Nervious Breakdown that left me with Post Trauma Stress Disorder. During that time I thought I was close to madness because of the Spiritual things coming through. And I am sure it does have a madnes of it's own where only the most connected to self, and strongest people are able to divide the two and live comfortably with it without going totaly nuts... LOL It was after this time I found I was a Healer. Not only for 'Hands On' healing but for counceling skills and ability to solve the jigsaw puzzle of human behaviour for people too. Mitakuye Oyasin! (All My Relations) Redtailhawk |
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| Those who know me personaly will know how much I care for the human race. Yet I have been publicly slammed for wanting to share a truth. Wanting to share a dreadful thruth about the USA Governments. Truth that the USA Government planned and carried out the distruction of September 11th 2001. I was sent a link to a video a few days ago and I watched it in HORROR! Which quickly became rage... rage then subsided into unbareable sadness for the survivors, and the families of the dead. I was so shocked I had to watch it several times before it sank in. I shared the link with a couple of Patriotic 'friends' from my e.mail address book.... I don't have many contacts in my e.mail so I remember very well who I sent this to. I recieved these replies, so far... ( yellow to show replies... in green to use quotes. blue to make strong points.) 'I dont know how you got my email except from the (Edited out) yahoo group.;.and I am sorry but I do NOT appreciate this kind of mail nor the fact that you took my email without my permission to send me this type crap...this is SPAM.. I am a proud American Citizen...do not berate my country if you do not live here or know anything about it...I know our government is not perfect..but whos is? My father and brother fought for this country in WWII and the Gulf War and gave their service to this country and our freedom...when you send this kind of thing out...it does not honor or respect me or my family who has served and put their very lives on the line for our Freedom and the USA...' 1/ If I cannot berate USA why are USA citizens allowed to berate UK in front of me when they knew nothing about UK??? 2/ Just because 100% of the US citizens I spoke to over my 5 month stay in USA knew NOTHING about UK, does NOT mean to say I also know NOTHING about the USA! How can you make such assumptions about me? Do you not think I would have a natural interest with my father being Native American? Do you think I have learned nothing about the USA in 50 years of my life? 4/ If the vast majority of US citizens are claiming to be of 1/32 to 1/100 (via a cussin's Welsh Anty) Irish decent can be proud of that fact yet don't live in Ireland, why can I not be just as proud of my 50% Native blood and be as interested in the Lakota Lands in the same way US Irish decendents are about Ireland? 3/ If you were in my e.mail address book then it was YOU who wrote to me first and YOU who would have given me permision to save your address so I could write to you again.... OK??? I keep a very private lifestyle! Also.. THIS IS NOT AN ANTI WAR VIDEO!... you did not watch it or you would have learned this. The second world war happened a long time ago and has nothing to do with the US Governments disgracefull behaviour on 9/11 ! *Quote* 'I know our government is not perfect.. but who is?' YOU WHAT !?! We are talking about distroying the Twin Towers and the Pentigon, killing thousands of people as an excuse and cover up to make war on Iraq, rob gold bullion and cash stored in basement volts... pull off insurance scams... And!.... to destroy evidence that opened up a conspircy that would blow the USA Government into oblivion.... not a bloody cake recipie cock-up! So many Birds in the Hand Killed in one fell swoop!...... wow! This is what I wanted to share... I am not on an anti war trip!... *Quote* 'My father and brother fought for this country in WWII and the Gulf War and gave their service to this country and our freedom...when you send this kind of thing out...it does not honor or respect me or my family who has served and put their very lives on the line for our Freedom and the USA...' READ MY WORDS!... It is not me who does a dishonor!... watch the gawd damn video!!!!... One thing that lets US citizens down every time, is their common belief that THEY are the ONLY ones who faught in ANY war!.... Plus missing the point by thousands of miles!... I am trying to tell about 9/11.... NOT WWII and NOT the Gulf War! BOTH USA, and OUR UK soldiers died and are dying for nothing but the USA Governments GREED! Which is beside the point!.... The USA Government killed thousands of people on 9/11 to steal gold, money, make insurance claims, and to cover up a conspiracy .... the war in Iraq was an added bonus for them as a scapegoat for their evil deeds! Jesus also died on the cross for our sins... but I don't rub your face in that one!... and like WWII and the Gulf War, it was a very long time ago.... So Drop it!.... Remember them and honor them ALWAYS... learn from the lessons... but drop it! Fight your silly wars if you think being killed and putting your family into a life of missery is worth it.... Or giving your self Post Trauma Stress changing you for life, and condemning you and your family to a lifetime of missery, and see if it will make any gad dam difference! Ask me, I have Post Trauma Stress!... *Quote* 'The worst case we've seen in 17 years experience' Now try to imagine just HOW I got it! I have lived this 24/7 nightmare for 9 LONG years!... I think I am an expert on the subject of PTSD by now, don't you? I know EXACTLY what the soldiers are going through in this war today!... And I know exactly what they will go through when they come home!.... IF they come home alive that is. They would be like living dead anyway... lost souls forever.... have you ever felt like you lost your soul? If you want to know how PTSD affects the families of sufferers? ASK MY 4 KIDS! And my two ex husbands! So, USA soldiers faught in WW11 and Gulf Wars, aye?... Woopie Dooo!... Where the heck do you think the Brittish were during these wars???? ... up the bloody pub?!... My Grandad and Uncles faught in WWII as well, let me tell you! But I never throw that one at USA citizens faces!... Hitler was a man with serious mental health problems... I would have hoped the world had matured on from that attutude by now. I ALWAYS give honor and respect to the war dead and those in service. I think the USA Government should be accused of dishonor, don't you? It seams clear to me that this person never watched the video, just my oppinion, but jumped right in to slam me as a propagandist and totally missing the point. Fact; Officials say the twin towers and the government building close by were brought down by fire caused by the Terrorist hijacked aircraft and jet fuel. Fact; Only 3 buildings in history have collapsed into a pile of rubble due to a fire.... The Twin Towers and that building. Other buildings have burned for long hours and still never collapsed. Fact: The Steel used in construction was made to a spacific heat tollerance that should have outlasted any fire cause by jet fuel. Why?... because the melting point of the steel far exceeded the temperatures attained in the 9/11 fires. I am just quoting the facts as stated in the video. There are many more facts in the video for you to see. The other 'friend' warned me not to post the link in said yahoo group as it was just ... er... my opinion. It was not me who made the video and spilled the beans, I think you'll find... if you read the credits! 'I am asking you not to send these type of things to any member of (EDITED OUT). You have a right to your opinion, but this hits way too close to home. We are not over what happened here and it brings up old wounds. Too many of our soldiers have fought and died because of this. You need to think about our feelings. You are not an American citizen. Our government is not perfect and we all don't feel this war is good, but our men are fighting and dying, so please keep political and religious opinions off our (EDITED OUT) email. I know you didn't send through the (EDITED OUT), but you must have gotten the email addresses off our yahoo list. If this makes you angry, I am sorry. But as (EDITED OUT), I have to do what I think is right. I am not mad, I'm very upset though.' *Quote* 'You have a right to your opinion' This is not MY opinion, I did NOT make the video! *Quote* 'Hits way too close to home.' I hope it does... I really hope with all my heart it does! ! ! I hope this hits one persons heart so friggin hard that they actualy have the BALLS to do something about this! And it seams there are more of you WITHOUT testicals than with! *Quote* 'You need to think about our feelings.' I AM thinking about your feelings!..... and the feelings of family and friends left behind who will be torcherd by their loss till the end of their days.... My heart is STILL bleeding after watching this video! I think the dead and suffering deserve justice dont you?... Here in UK we see enough on the TV about you US citizens screaming on and on and on about justice!... What about justice for the dead... almost 4,000 people died!!! If Martin Luther King had stuck his head in the sand as much as US citizens do today, then all black people would still be second class humans now!... Get the picture yet? *Quote* 'You are not an American citizen.' SO?.......SO WHAT!.......SO BLOODY WHAT!........ Race has no place in this ! ! ! ! I am a Human, and this affected my Fellow Humans! We are ALL family! .... we are all the same color under the top layer of skin my dear!.....Enough dang well said for heavens sake! Have you forgotten that Brittish people were killed in this too! Another point on this. You have blonde hair, blue eyes and white skin, you claim to be part Native... Some where back in your distant past. Even though I may NOT have been born in USA, I AM 50% Native Blood. Am I not then MORE Americn that you? Your skin color shows you are not Native to my land! Natives lost their land to your Ancesters, they stole our land and by murder, lies and deceipt. Natives were born there first! Where are your legal documents allowing YOU to live on MY land!!!!!!!!! Do NOT Claim our land as your own and call yourself a Proud American, then I watch USA citizens celebrate with all their heart St Patrics day and be SO proud of their Irish heritage... It looks clear to me that americans choose to be the race they wish, as and when it suits them! A Native will always say they are Native... nothing more, nothing less. *Quote* 'Our government is not perfect (HU HU) and we all don't feel this war is good, but our men are fighting and dying, There we go again!... READ MY WORDS!......... it's not an anti war video it's a truth video.... GOT IT NOW? And like I say to the other person; Your government may NOT be prefect.... but we are talking about the murder of almost 4.000 people here... NOT a cock-up on a cake recipie!!! *Quote* 'so please keep political and religious opinions off our (EDITED OUT) email.' WOAH!... run that by me again!... did anyone see religion mentioned by me anywhere in any of my e.mails???? I do not believe in the white mans interpretaion of the religion of God, yet I have to tollerate e.mails from others put through groups about how their God loves us all and how we should love one another and care for each other, to live in peace ...... and then to contradictively pray for US soldiers fighting a pointless war! Yet I have been told to keep religious opinions, which I have NEVER sent, off the group e.mail! As for politics.... do you honestly think I care about politics when a government is guilty of the mass murder of innocent victims? *Quote* 'I know you didn't send through the (EDITED OUT),' No, but I did then resigned before I got kicked out!!! And you slammed me for that!... What are you going to do now?... put me in time out??? *Quote* 'but you must have gotten the email addresses off our yahoo list.' Are you assuming or accusing?... I would never stoop so low!... Like I said, I sent to 'friends' in my e.mail address book!... my other e.mail account, at that! And not ONLY to members of the yahoo group either!!!.... 'Never ever assume about me, you will allways be wrong'.... How many times have people heard me say that??? *Quote* 'If this makes you angry, I am sorry.' Nope... don't make me angry.... just so sad that another has missed the point completely and thought I sent through an anti war video without watching it to learn the truth.... well, it is the most often mentioned fact thrown at me so far in everyone's replies!.... WWII, the Gulf War ... I never mentioned them once in my e.mail with the link. If you are not angry, why do your words contain such anger witin them? How can USA people let your government get away with mass murder!... and!... MORE TO THE POINT... condone it!. How can you tell me I have no idea because I am not a US citizen, nor was I born in USA????... that is just saying I have no right to feel compassion because I'm not a US citizen ... thats pathetic, dear. UK lost loved ones too in the 9/11 attack!... UK has soldiers in Iraq!.... UK had soldiers who faught in WWII and the Gulf War!... Vietnam and all the others too!!!!! Why do US citizens think they are the ONLY ones who fight in any of these wars???... were do you think the Brittish were duiring these wars???... in the friggin Bar???? My Grandad and Uncles all faught in these wars... do I EVER throw this in USA proud citizens faces... NEVER!!!! My son does regular research into the Iraq war... not for the propaganda or a morbid interest, but because he loves the weaponry!... that is ALL!... Yet on his travels on the Internet he has obviously come accross websites with propaganda and beheading videos, photos of prisiners, ... things he really did not wish to see... but had a drawing to because one story or another caught his eye. He's learned a lot about this war... a lot...... and from ALL sides of the story.... ours, yours and theirs. Some things he felt he had to share with me. He knows full well how I feel about indignities done to humans as he feels the same way. All my family do! And you assume I know nothing about it.... I feel very sad for you. Call me what you will. Tell others what you think of me.... do what you will. Think of me what you will. Nobody's perfect.... What IS perfection? Can you tell me that?... Do you even know? To be the perfect human being surely would be to LOVE. This is what your and my God teaches us... this is what Jesus taught... This is what we teach our children.... or do you give your children guns to kill each other when they argue?... I think not. Look up the meaning to the word Pacifism, and tell me you dont teach this to your kids!... That you dont practice this in your street and work place.... Then why do you think it is right to kill another human because they are different to you!... What gives you that right???? Dont you see the hypocracy in this? LOVE... it's that simple to be perfect.... that simple to sort out the worlds trouble... that simple to finnish war and hate forever... peace can only ensue when you Love. Well I try to LOVE... is that not good enough? Are there not enough disasters in our world without man made one's like war? Are there not enough children born with disabilities to take care of and love first before war? WAKE UP HUMANS! You are going to need more than money, a suit and guns to keep alive one day. I wrote a poem a few years ago that has made some people think, and a lot of others cry. Click here to read it. Mitakuye Oyasin! (All My Relations) Redtailhawk ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A guestbook is bellow if you wish to leave snide remarks, threats or comments. My e.mail is also below if you prefure to blast me privately. Thank you. Walk in Peace Brothers and Sisters. Please feel free to make a return visit here, as I am sure it will be updated. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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| Watch Loose Change video! Click Here! Duration 1 hour 21 minutes and 50 seconds of your life. It took theirs forever. |
| *Quoted from Website* "This is the best damn 9-11 documentary out there." -Dave vonKleist, Producer of "911:In Plane Site" Loose Change is an extremely hard ... all » hitting, heavily referenced documentary. It has the best footage that I have seen to date, of all the bombs and explosions going off at the World Trade Center. He covers each individual aspect of 9/11 in keen detail, and after watching 'Loose Change' it is almost impossible to walk away and not believe that 9/11 was engineered, not by Osama, but by our own Government. Heres a quote from Tom Flocco regarding Dylan Avery's brand new 911 documentary; "...The best packaged DVD footage for sharing actual TV coverage & interviews shown only once during WTC / Pentagon attacks--evidence strangely removed from repeat broadcasts ...striking visual and narrative analysis--shown frame by frame--pointing to government-linked mass murder and a new Pearl Harbor ...every school class should see ! "Loose Change 2nd Edition" is the follow-up to the most provocative 9-11 documentary on the market today. This film shows direct connection between the attacks of September 11, 2001 and the United States government. Evidence is derived from news footage, scientific fact, and most important, Americans who suffered through that tragic day. IT IS THE DUTY OF EVERY AMERICAN TO VIEW THIS FILM! |
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| PHYSICS 911 is created and maintained by a group of scientists, engineers and other professionals known collectively as the Scientific Panel Investigating Nine-eleven. |
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| WARNING! Website Contains Material That May Be Upsetting To Some Readers. If You Don't Wish To Know The Truth About 9/11... Don't Click The Link! But I really hope you do... |
| About 5 minutes into this video you will see a father trying desperately to protect his son from a shower of bullets from USA soldiers. They were unarmed and murdered. What if this were your husband and son? You are, after all, their enemy, it could happen to you. I couldn't live knowing that this was my husband and son, could you? Don't fight wars! |
| Who are the Terrorists now? |
| As Google insists on repeatedly deleting this video you may get an error page. Type Loose Change SE into the search and look for one that is no less than 1 hour 21 minutes.. I will keep this site updated with new links as and when I discover Google deleted it again. This latest video is the updated version. |