| shakespearean sonnet [09.09.2003 - 11.14am] shakespearean sonnet in my head capulet's ruled this discontent last night she said "everybody has a chance" a chance, i asked, a chance is a gamble i heard shakespearean sonnet in my head there is no such thing as love she said shakespearean sonnet killed that maid cleopatra's paws destroyed caezars head today my head is contoured to disrespect that damn shakespearean sonnet in my head shakespearean sonnet in my head freud's theory to agitate the sleeping mind now i am a disbeliever of what's good in humankind darn, love is just in my head that damn shakespearean sonnet is still in my head |
| [in silence [09.11.2003 - 1:46pm] love has died yesterday in a bang emotions betrayed what's true in man love shocks flesh in a chatter box confusions lay beyond water's edge in silence i will confide the thoughts of a faithful love no matter how true and sincere one can be there's always someone asking to prove your worthy love has died yesterday in truth love is the sin of the faithful ones love is the course of a forgotten time love has died to summon end of life in silence i will contain what's real can no longer be leave true love in a drum of acid let it rot in pain so lucid |
poems of yesteryears* another chance* buhay ko* cancer* circle of love* constant pain* the clown* daphne* dreams* for you* goodbye* his will* in rage* infinitely* it's over* i love you* just* the killing time* life's disguises* love* love will stay* moments* my life* one day* over the years* panaginip* please stay* sana* scope* someday* state of mind* vestial* wala na* the witch* you* under construktion [poems since october 2002-october 2003]] shakespearean sonnet* in silence* lying in bed* aching lip* ang ayaw ko* deepest well* dito nalang* first love* i have* into your eyes* tanging ikaw* [haiku] 575 bamboo* above ground* frustration* misery* love* insanity* bed* romanticism life and pain* this thing* it was her* the radio died* kiln dried* city* this damn tree* perceptions* power* earth* solitude* ennui* hiroshima* the genocide* head trip* water* in my dismay* cheater* dishonesty* pretending* that day* beyond* poverty* activism* ethics* reasons* the one* dj who?* lamentation* bureaucracy* politics* oppression* discrimination* chance* betrayed* facade* paper mache* burn* [tanka] 57577 under construktion [cinquian] 24682 under construktion |
| lying in bed [09-22.2003] lying in bed, i heard noises distracting my solitary space i opened my eyes and saw nothing to sleep i went and started dreaming dreaming in bed, i saw nothing abstracting a moment of my sanity i opened my mouth but uttered nothing to dream i went and started learning waking in bed, i felt nothing confusing my bemused world i opened my ears, my mouth, my eyes but there was nothing...just a soul flying |
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| I no longer believe in dreams I no longer believe in hope I no longer believe in love I only believe in pain I only believe in death I only believe that I no longer believe [opb 09-09-2003] |
| p o e t r y [..........a temporary abode for my soul] |
| bemuse yourself for a moment confuse yourself for a fleeting time befuddle your soul for an instant |
