The vision - Part 1

Author: Jenny Kane jkane10260@aol.com
Part: 1/3
Rated: PG
Summary: A vision separates the group at AI and sends them in two different directions.
Spoilers: None anymore.
Feedback: Always welcome, and necessary for me to continue.
Distribution: Please ask
Disclaimer: I own none of it. If I did, things would have been very different. (Although I do have to confess that I really like it with Spike on 'Angel' now. What a stroke of genius!) It all belongs to Joss, David, the WB and Mutant Enemy Productions. Except my imagination, of course.




As always, the vision came hard and fast, and barely allowed her enough air to breath. She closed her eyes, and pressed the heels of her hands to her forehead as the images painfully rocked and rolled inside her brain. Angel and Wesley watched somewhat anxiously. What, they both wondered, could the *Powers* possibly want of them *now*? It was not as if there was nothing at all going on in their lives. On the contrary, obvious chaos ruled.

Finally, the pain seemed to lessen. Cordelia heaved a deep sigh of relief as she removed her hands from her head. However, the look in her dark eyes was an anxious one as she turned her attention to Angel and Wesley.

"What?" Angel asked her, positive that he had absolutely no desire to know.

"Trouble," Cordelia answered as she gratefully let Angel lead her to one of the lobby chairs, and thankfully took the water and two Tylenol Wesley was offering her.

So, what else was new? Angel grimaced. "Where?"

"That's part of the problem," Cordelia said as soon as she had finished gulping water. "It's up the coast, near the California/Oregon border."

"Good Lord." Wesley frowned. "That is hours away from here."

"And it's isolated. Way remote." Cordelia nodded. "Out in the middle of some forest. Some kind of campsite." She shook her head helplessly. "I'll never be able to tell you how to get there. No way. I'll," she swallowed with sudden trepidation, "have to show you."

Which meant, of course, that, whatever the problem, she would have to go with him. "What did you see there?" Angel asked.

"People in trouble." The seer gave a helpless shrug that said, 'what else?'

"What kind of trouble?" Wesley wanted to know.

"The bloodsucking kind." Cordelia threw Angel a quick glance as she said this. He had, of course, killed hundreds of what could only be termed as 'his own kind', but she still could not help wondering exactly how he felt about that. After all, he was just a soul's breath away from being a hunted man himself.

"Vampires," Angel murmured.

"Yeah." Cordelia nodded. "Lots of them." She grimaced. "It looks like they lure people to this place, and then trap them in some kind of cavern or cave..." She stopped, obviously ill at ease.

"And?" Angel prompted her.

Cordelia shuddered. "They feed them just enough to keep them alive for a while, torture them to their nonbeating heart's content, then use them...as their food supply." She swallowed, the bile rising in her throat as she said softly, "Men, women...children."

"Lovely," Wesley muttered softly, his thoughts automatically going back to apartment 804, and what had transpired there.

Angel had no comment to make. After all, what else would they expect from a pack of vampires? What else *could* they expect? He looked at his seer. "Anything else?"

"Yeah." Cordelia nodded despairingly. "There's some kind of...funky code written on the entrance to the cave. I have a feeling that we're gonna need someone who'll be able to decipher it...or we'll never get in."

Angel and Wesley exchanged a concerned, knowing glance. "So," Angel said slowly, "it would seem that all three of us have to go on this trip."

"Yes, well," Wesley said softly, looking troubled. "The timing is somewhat odd...to say the least. Why would the *Powers* want to send all three of us out of town at the same time? Especially now?"

Angel shook his head. "I don't think it's a matter of them *wanting* to send us, Wesley," he told the ex-watcher. "We're still in the business of," he gave a frustrated shrug, "helping the hopeless. That doesn't stop just because *we* have problems."

Wesley nodded slowly. He understood what Angel was saying, but it wasn't *their* problems he was worried about; it was *Doyle's*. "Yes...I suppose that is true." He looked up at Angel, voiced his concern out loud. "What about Doyle?"

Angel's hesitation was not based on indecision...just on the fact that he wished he had another choice. The answer, however, was all too obvious. He shook his head. "It's too dangerous. We can't take him that far away from the hotel. He'd be a sitting duck just waiting for Saul's attack. He'll...have to stay here."

The last thing Cordelia wanted to do was to leave the man she loved behind. She too, however, knew the score. However... "Alone? We're gonna leave him here alone? That could be just as dangerous as taking him with us."

Angel agreed whole-heartedly. "No, I don't want to leave him here alone, but I don't..." He trailed off as he realized that what he had been about to say did them absolutely no good. Cordelia was right. They couldn't leave the half-demon oracle alone in the building. They simply couldn't. For a variety of reasons.

Wesley completely understood the vampire's conflicting feelings. On the one hand, there was the vision in which their mission was clear. On the other hand was the all too vulnerable, and much maligned Doyle. He looked at Cordelia. "Where is Doyle now?"

"Asleep, last time I checked," Cordelia answered. "Those pills you gave him really knocked him out."

Wesley smiled slightly, for that had, of course, been his intention. The Promised One had been through far too much of late...and had had too little rest. The pills were now giving him a much needed break. His gaze went to Angel. "The medication I gave him is very strong. Rousing him could prove to be difficult." He shrugged slightly. "He might very well sleep the clock round and then some."

Angel nodded slowly. He could see the benefit of that, but they still could not leave Doyle in the hotel alone. One of them would have to stay, and the other two would have to do the best they could. It was not a good plan; it could, in fact, be a deadly one, but he didn't know what else to do. He realized that time was of the essence for those strangers in trouble who were miles to their north, but he also knew that it was no less precious to his friend Doyle who slept in his apartment that lay just feet above his head. They both mattered. They both had to be protected. It was as simple--and as hellishly complicated--as that.

Angel opened his mouth to speak, was interrupted by a familiar voice coming from the entrance to the hotel. "Who the hell died?"

"Gunn." Angel all but hissed the name as he, along with Wesley and Cordelia, turned to face the vampire hunter who stood just inside the lobby door. Then he realized what the African American man had asked. "What?"

Gunn gave Angel a contemplative look as he let the hotel door shut behind him, and walked to the top of the lobby steps. "I said, who died? You all look like..." He stopped as he suddenly realized that Doyle was not in the room.

Angel decided not to answer his unanswered question. "What the hell are you doing here, Gunn?"

"Yeah." Cordelia's voice had a frosty edge to it. "What *are* you doing here?"

Gunn decided then and there that, whatever had happened to cause the group before him to look so morose, it was not the half-demon's demise that had done it. Besides, Cordelia would be in hysterics, not giving him a look that could melt an iceberg in an instant. He looked squarely at Angel. "Why, Boss? Did you fire me when I wasn't lookin'?" Angel didn't reply, and his gaze went to Wesley, smiled as the ex-watcher met his eyes head on. He saw the bandage on the Englishman's neck, wondered briefly about it, then looked back at Angel. "I came by to see what was going on, you know, after what happened yesterday at 'A hole in the wall'."

Yesterday at 'A hole in the wall'. So much had happened yesterday that Angel had almost forgotten about Gunn's part in it all. Had almost forgotten that the vampire hunter had probably saved Doyle's life at the demon bar...or had, at the very least, made life much less taxing for him.

"Cordelia just had a vision," Angel told him.

Gunn was unmoved by this revelation. After all, wasn't that her job for the good ole *Powers that Be*? "Oh yeah?"

"Yeah." Angel nodded, watched Gunn carefully. "A pack of vampires have taken over a campsite up in the northern part of the state, near the Oregon border. They're using it to lure people into a trap. They draw them in, capture them, torture them, and then kill them."

"Yeah." Gunn nodded as he walked down the steps to the lobby's main floor. "That's what vampires are best at, man. Torturing people. Killing them."

As if Angel didn't know that. The vampire with a soul chose to ignore the sarcastic note to Gunn's voice. "The campsite is in a really remote area. The *Powers* showed Cordy how to get there, but she says it would be all but impossible to tell us the route. She'll have to show us." He watched as Gunn nodded his understanding. "There's also a hidden cave or cavern where they are holding these people. Cordelia says there are some sort of hieroglyphics at the entrance that will need to be deciphered before we can get in."

Gunn suddenly got the point of Angel's rather lengthy synopsis. "So, all three of you have to go on this little... 'excursion' of theirs. How ...convenient."

"Not really, no," Wesley said, giving Gunn a sour look.

No kidding. Gunn smiled slightly. "Interesting, then?"

"Gunn." Angel's voice was deadly serious.

"What?" Gunn gave his boss a mildly amused look. "What do you want me to say, man? That I'm surprised that they sent Cordelia a vision that's gonna take you away from here? That I'm surprised that they've put you in a, er, bad situation? That I'm surprised that they'd try and leave their beloved oracle in the lurch? Well," he shrugged, "I'm not." He looked straight into Angel's eyes as he said, "They have their own agenda, man. As always."

Angel knew that there was no way he was going to change Gunn's hardened opinion of the *Powers that Be*, and he was honestly not interested in trying to do so. There was only one thing that concerned him. "So, what exactly was all that at a 'A hole in the wall', Gunn?"

Gunn looked genuinely puzzled by the question. "What you do you mean?"

Angel walked to stand in front of Gunn, looked him directly in the eyes. "I mean what was *your* agenda?"

A hint of a grin touched Gunn's lips. "I told him," he nodded in Wesley's direction, "what my 'agenda' was. I wasn't lyin', man."

"So, you still don't trust the *Powers that Be*," Angel reflected.

"I don't." Gunn nodded firmly, his eyes boring right into Angel's. "And I never will, Angel."

"But," Wesley suddenly interjected. "You don't wish *Doyle* any harm."

Gunn stared at Wesley for a long minute, then heaved a huge sigh. "No, I don't," he said flatly. "But that doesn't mean I want to be buddies with him, and it doesn't mean that I don't wish that he'd never come back here because it seems to me that all *that's* done is cause problems. *But*," he said loudly when both Angel and Cordelia would have interrupted in protest, "he's here. He is what--and who--he is. And he's the key to this world not being sucked into Saul's living hell." He shrugged slightly. "A guy's got to respect that."

Angel raised his eyebrows slightly at that last comment. "Does he?" he asked softly as he, once again, looked Gunn directly in the eyes.

Gunn's return gaze never wavered. "Yeah, man, he does. And I do."

Angel's look was deadly serious. "So, if Cordelia, Wesley and I go help these people up north... "

"Because the Powers tell you *that's* where the action's at. Right." There was a slightly scornful note to Gunn's voice. "Well, it's *your* funeral, man."

Angel chose to ignore the sarcastic remark. He understood where Gunn was coming from, didn't necessarily completely disagree with him. It might very well *be* his funeral, so to speak, but he had no choice. None. *This* was what he *did*. "Can I trust you to stay here...with Doyle? "

Gunn's small smile widened. "You mean you want me to *baby sit* the oracle to the almighty *Powers that Be*?"

"Gunn." Wesley hissed the word under his breath. Time was passing. Angel didn't need this kind of aggravation...and Gunn knew it.

Angel shook his head in response to Gunn's question, but didn't rise to the obvious bait. "No. I'm asking you to look out for a friend. To make sure he doesn't come to any harm. To protect him." He raised his eyebrows at the vampire hunter; the rest of his face was set in stone. "Can you do that, Gunn? Can I *trust* you to do that?"

Gunn stared directly into Angel's intense gaze for several elongated seconds. There, he could see a variety of emotions the vampire would never verbally admit to experiencing...at least not to him. Gunn gave an inward sigh as he reluctantly admitted to himself that he needed to cut the vampire with a soul some slack. After all, *he* wasn't the one who had the weight of the world resting on his shoulders day in and day out. Add Doyle and all *his* issues to the mix, and, well, it had to be daunting to say the least. The least he could do, he supposed, was to give Angel some peace of mind as he went out on this ill advised jaunt the *Powers* were now conveniently--or inconveniently, as the case might be--sending him on. "Yeah."

Angel's eyes narrowed slightly. "Yeah, what?"

"Yeah, I can do that," Gunn told him solemnly. "Yeah, you can *trust* me to do that. I'll stay here, and I'll look after your precious oracle, and," he suddenly flashed Cordelia a brilliant smile, "I'll try not to give him *too* hard a time."

Cordelia looked right at him, and she didn't smile back. "You'd better take care of him, Gunn. 'Cause if you don't, you'll answer to me." She got up from her chair, crossed the room to stand directly in front of him. "You got that?"

Gunn's smile faded as he nodded. "Yeah. I hear you. And I will. I'll take care of him to the best of my ability. But, you know..." he paused as he looked from Cordelia to Angel; they both had looks on their respective faces that told him that they really didn't want to hear what he had to say, but, he noted, they were listening nonetheless. As was Wesley, who had walked up to stand beside Angel. "Look, I know you all want to spare him any unnecessary grief and pain and misery, and that's great, but...Doyle's not a kid, you know? He's a big boy, he's...the freakin' Promised one...and he has one big, bad mission to fulfill. So, the truth here is that, as much as you want to, you can't protect him from everything. You can't." He lowered his voice to almost a whisper as he added, "And maybe y'all shouldn't try to. At least, not as hard as you have *been* trying, anyway. I mean, how's he ever gonna do what he's supposed to do if...you don't *let* him do it?"

Silence reigned for several seconds as Angel, Wesley and Cordelia exchanged glances, and contemplated his words of wisdom. There was, of course, no denying what he had said. However, "I suppose you have a point," Angel said at last. "But..."

Gunn stopped him with a slight shake of his head. "Don't worry, man. I'll be here. I'll stay with him. I'll...do my best to keep him safe. It's just that...well, you know as well as I do that we don't always have control over what happens...or who it happens to."

Angel stared at Gunn for a long minute. He supposed that if he were really honest with himself, then he'd have to admit that he didn't always give the vampire hunter credit where it was due. He'd always seen him as a street-smart brawler who knew a lot about vampires, could expertly brandish a variety of weapons, and was excellent in a fight. But he was more than that, Angel surmised. Much more. Whatever his problems with the *Powers that Be*, and, more importantly, whatever problems he had with their oracle, Angel now knew that those issues would not stop Charles Gunn from doing what he knew was right. He knew he could leave Doyle in Gunn's hands without trepidation. He nodded slowly. "Okay."

Gunn knew the vampire had understood what he had said, and he nodded in return. "Okay."

Angel gave Gunn a slight smile, then turned to Wesley and Cordelia. "The faster we get this done, the faster we get back. Let's pack up what we need, and get the hell out of here."

Wesley and an unusually quiet Cordelia nodded in response as they went to do as he had asked.

~*~*~


Thirty minutes later, Gunn stood at the hotel doorway, and watched as Angel's black car raced off down the street to parts--and problems--unknown. He wished them luck, and sincerely hoped that they weren't being thrown into the proverbial lion's den by the 'illustrious' *Powers that Be*. Nothing, however, would surprise him. He went back into the hotel, closed the door, and locked it. The building, all but empty now, save for him and the Promised One, was eerily silent. Gunn didn't really like the place if the truth were told. There were too many floors, too many rooms, too many damn places to hide. Too many places to lie in wait for an unsuspecting and vulnerable victim. Too many places you couldn't keep your eye on. Speaking of which, he guessed he'd better go up and check on the young man who had--unbeknownst to him--been left in Gunn's charge. Cordelia had looked in on him just before they'd departed, and had said that he was still sleeping off the pills Wesley had given him. That response had, of course, brought up all kinds of questions that Angel had answered with a brief, but remarkably complete, synopsis of what had happened the day before. It had certainly been another 'banner' day for the Promised One. No wonder Wesley had felt the need to knock him out. Gunn shook his head as he headed for the elevators. The *Powers* sure did know how put their oracular representative through the wringer. There was no doubt about that. No doubt about that at all.

~*~*~


His sleep had been deep and dreamless, free of discomfort and the usual nightmares. So when the pain started to infiltrate his brain, started to bring him toward unwanted consciousness, he resisted it...or, rather, tried to.

*No*. At first the word was only audible inside his head, but as the pain increased in severity, and he was dragged closer and closer to lucidity, he began to say the words out loud. "No. No. Please. No. No!!!!!"

"No." Doyle was jerked completely awake as the vision slammed into his brain, as the violent images pounded through his skull. He sat up quickly, eyes tightly closed, hands pressing against both of his temples in a desperate and futile effort to ease the pain, and erase the horrific pictures that were taking him by storm.

Several agonizing seconds later, his wish was granted; the pain began to recede, the images began to fade. Doyle kept his eyes closed, and his hands pressed against his aching head as he struggled to get his erratic breathing and rapid heartbeat under control. Finally, he felt like it was safe to move. He took his trembling hands away from his face, and slowly opened his eyes to see the comforting familiarity of his room.

It was then that the reality and the enormity of what had just happened hit him. "Oh my God."

He threw off the bed covers, got rapidly into his clothes, and headed unsteadily for the door...

~*~*~


The elevator was taking its own sweet time. Gunn frowned as he stabbed the up button with an impatient finger for the umpteenth time. "Come on," he told the obviously lumbering apparatus. "I've got things to do, rounds to make, an oracle to safeguard. Important stuff like that."

He watched with a restless eye as, at last, the elevator came to rest on the first floor, and the door began to open with a loud, laborious creak. Before he could get in, however, someone came out. It was, of course, the only other 'someone' in the building.

Gunn took a quick step backward as Doyle bolted out of the elevator before the doors had even half opened. The half-demon, in an obvious rush to get wherever it was he thought he was going, was not paying near enough attention to what lay in front of him. In his headlong rush, he stumbled over a small table, would have fallen had Gunn not caught him by the arm, kept him up on his feet.

"Hey, man, where's the fire?" the vampire hunter wanted to know.

"What?" It took a second or two for Doyle to realize who was speaking to him. He looked up to meet Gunn's quizzical--and somewhat amused--gaze. "Gunn?"

Gunn nodded as he let go of Doyle's arm; his amusement faded to a frown at the disoriented look in the oracle's eyes. Cordelia had said that he was still out cold from the pills Wesley had given him. Something, however, had woken him up...but good. "You okay?"

Doyle nodded, but the disjointed look in his eyes continued to bother Gunn. "Yeah, man. I...I guess." His gaze left Gunn's to look around the lobby. "Where's Angel?"

There was definitely urgency or outright panic in the oracle's voice. Gunn decided to tread carefully. "He's...out." He hesitated a second, then said, "In fact, so are Wesley and Cordelia."

Doyle turned quickly to look at Gunn obviously not happy at this response. "Out? All three of them? Where?" He frowned slightly as a sudden thought occurred to him. "What are *you* doin' here, man?"

Gunn shrugged nonchalantly, but his eyes remained watchful and riveted on Doyle's. There was something disturbingly familiar in their dazed silver/blue depths, but he couldn't quite put his finger on it. "Well, somebody has to mind the store, right?"

And not just the store, Doyle reasoned, but him as well, although how *Gunn* had ended up being the one left behind to keep an eye on things was beyond him. That, however, was not Doyle's immediate problem. His gaze again left Gunn's to look rather confusedly around the room. "I don't understand. Why would they..?"

That's when Gunn knew. The shell shocked _expression on the Promised one's face, the bruised look in his eyes. It was all too reminiscent of... "I'll be damned!" he all but exploded at Doyle who stopped talking immediately, and turned to look at Gunn who glared at him. "Those bastards sent *you* a vision, didn't they?"

Doyle's eyes widened slightly as he nodded. The anger in Gunn's voice was telling. "Yeah." He swallowed. "They did."

"That's...great." Gunn muttered the words under his breath. "That's just freakin' great." He looked at the clock on the wall above the front desk. It hadn't been an hour since Angel, Wesley and Cordelia had left, and already there was trouble. Of course, what else could he expect from those all too selective, lofty and high above it all *Powers that Be*? Not much.

"Gunn?" Doyle's voice held a question, but he already knew the answer.

As Gunn knew the question. "Yeah," he told the oracle in a sour tone of voice. "That's where they are. Cordelia had a vision a couple of hours ago. The three of them are on their way to the northern part of the state as we speak."

Doyle nodded slowly, turned away from the vampire hunter, but not before Gunn had seen the stunned look in the oracle's blue/silver eyes. "I see."

"Do you?" Gunn asked in a sarcastic tone of voice. "Well, I'm glad *one* of us does. I'm glad one of us understands this whole double vision thing. I'm glad one of us gets why they'd send *you* a vision after they just sent their 'warrior' out of town on some wild ass goose chase." He shook his head. "I thought the whole vision thing was your 'Princess's' gig anyway."

Doyle heaved an inward sigh as he looked toward the open weapons cabinet. He already knew what he had to do. He just didn't relish doing it alone. "Wherever they sent them, it's not a wild goose chase, Gunn."

"No?" There was a sardonic note to Gunn's voice.

Doyle turned to face his companion; his eyes glowed with a sapphire sheen. "No." He shrugged slightly. "As for Cordelia, yeah, it is her...gig as you put it. But I'm just as much their messenger as she is."

"Yeah," Gunn intoned. "Just as much their slave too. The *Powers'* whipping boy."

Only Gunn could make it sound like some sort of sadomasochistic relationship. Doyle shook his head as he turned away from the vampire hunter, and started toward the weapons cabinet. "I'm sorry you see it that way," he said as he pulled the cabinet doors all the way open, and began to examine the contents.

Gunn's eyes narrowed as he watched the half-demon oracle begin to pull the instruments of death off of the shelves. "Just what the hell do you think you're doing, man?"

Doyle didn't bother to look at Gunn, kept working at the task at hand. "I had a vision, Gunn," he said softly, patiently. "You know, a vision? Pain, pictures, people in trouble? What the hell do you *think* I'm doin', man?"

Gunn gave a derisive laugh. "No way, man. That's Angel's job."

"But Angel's not here."

"No. No, he's not," Gunn agreed. "And who do we have to thank for that? Your *Powers*, that's who. Your illustrious *Powers*, who sent him off to parts unknown, leaving *you* here holding the bag."

Not for the world would Doyle admit to Gunn that that was exactly how he felt. Nor would he let on just how scared he was. It was not as if he didn't have other things to deal with, other problems he hadn't even *begun* to solve. The last thing he'd needed was a vision--especially with Angel gone--but here it was. Here *he* was...left without a choice. He grabbed a backpack off one of the shelves, began filling it with various weapons. His hands were shaking badly; he took care to make sure that Gunn couldn't see their trembling. "Yeah, well. I guess I'll have to run with it, then, won't I?"

Gunn smiled mirthlessly. "Doyle, I can't let you go out there. You know that. Angel will have my head if anything happens to you."




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