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Welcome to my home page, this is a very simple page I came up with while idling in Irc and listening to my favorite music, enjoy!!! 

Hi ... First I would like to say thank for visiting my site. 

Continue Dream 

When you stop dreaming, you stop hoping. When you stop hoping, you ceased to live.
Dream, Believed and Survive

Doing What You Like Is Freedom

Liking What You Do Is Happiness

 

 #The Glorious Is Truly Mine#

Suicidal Dream
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- Darkness in front of me,
- Looking out through a hole.
- Tripping, wondering,
- If we can see at all.

I dream about how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly.
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear.

People making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy.
I fantasies about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do.
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too.

Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now.
The rope is here, now I'll find a use.
I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose.

Suicide: Forever Decision!!!

Suicide: Forever Decision!!!

Tomorrow

 

Is it any wonder why I'm scared

If I was a little younger would I care

Feeling like the walls are growing stronger

I don’t know if this cage can hold me any longer

 

I'm not afraid of tomorrow

I only scared of myself

Feels like my inside are on the fire

And I'm looking through the eyes of someone else

 

I never thought they’d want me to go even faster

Never thought I took my foot on the gas

Everybody love to be in on pressure

But I know they’re all waiting for the crash

 

You never dreamed 

you’d have to live your life so guarded

Cause they’ll find a way 

to make you feel discarded

Things have changed 

you’ve become a complication

Can make a through another day humiliation

 

Is it any wonder why the answer keep me petrified

Is it any wonder why I'm scared???

 

 

 

Lost In Translation

Drowning

 

Everything is so complex,



everyday is like a test, 



full of obstacles that seem almost impossible, 



and I'm thinking', just another breath,



not a minute left, how long have I been drifting?



 



Pass the glass pipe, hit the flash light now break it,



people say I'm a star but I still think I'll never make it,



and I'm thinking, just another prayer,



not a second left, I feel there's something missing,



 



Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me,



when all the answers that I see go around me,



am I drowning, am I fading away,



or am I living' up to all your dreams that made me this way,



am I drowning 



I've been to hell and back looking' for the answers to life,



looking' at myself trying to get things right,



and I'm feeling' just another breath, 



not a minute left, I feel the darkness lifting



 



There was a time that I questioned if I'd ever be alright,



running' getting' high, staying' trapped by sleepless nights,



and I'm thinking', just another breath,



not a minute left I feel there's something missing



 



I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like,



living' every night, like it's the last night,



and I'm thinking', just another prayer,



not a second left, I need to stop resisting



 



Drowning in the drama, lost in the line,



swept by the currents of life, caught in the rip tide. 



am I drowning 
 

I could die today or tomorrow, just in case I die tomorrow I want to say:

 

 

I'm Sorry ...

For all the mean things I might have said.

I'm Sorry ...

For all the things I did or didn't do.

I'm Sorry ...

If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.

I'm Sorry ...

If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.

I Love You ...

Don't ever forget that!

Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you.

I'm Sorry ...

For everything wrong I've ever done.

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?

What if you never get to say goodbye

or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?

What If you never get to say I'm sorry or I Love you?

Because what if tomorrow never comes?

I Love You

Friends forever!!!  

  

A Young Whose Spirit Has Broken ... The Suicider That Would Never Die!!!

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