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| Feb, 4th, 2008 Life has been bad these past couple of months. i've disowned almost all my friends, bitched and complained to them, tormented them, and I even did what I said I would never EVER do, I took advantage of some of them. I took all my friends for granted and now some of them won't even turn an eye to me anymore. I have felt like shit for what I have done, and i've been trying to figure out a way to fix things. I am too scared to approach them and appologise, too scared to talk to them over the phone, why did I have to turn into an asshole?!? if anyone of the people I offended and treated badly read this "I'm sorry, I know nothing will ever fix what I have done to all of you but i'm sorry and I miss all of you, please, PLEASE, find it in your hearts to at least forgive me". I now have a job and am making my own money, if I could I would like to try and repay at least some of the kindness that everyone gave me in my time of need. I know my attitude was unfair, and I acted so irrashly, but I now realize I fuck it all up. I just want things to be back the way they were with everyone. I have heard shat one person specifically wants nothing to do with me for what I have done, and I want that person to know, i'm back to my old self, the shitty assed little boy that got mad when he diden't get his own way and took it out on everyone else, is gone, hopefully for good. i'm sorry everyone, that's all I know how to say right now, i'm sorry. From the sorry idiot. Chris Andrews (InuYasha86000) |